i dont feel secure anymore....

yes indeed i am nt feeling secure anymore.... i dont know why.......

i know he loves me alot... and so am i... but it's hard for nt thinking u're with someone else when we're nt on the phone...

im totally jealous about ppl get to c their bf at least twice a week..... and me??? once a month and oni for 2 days.... my period stays with me longer than him....

i've read smses of u saying no matter what u will nvr cheat on me.. but who knows.... 2 years isnt big deal.....

im very sensitive, i cannot stand when u're talking with another woman or stare at some stupid pretty woman.... i bet all ladies feel the same thing if u're in a real relationship...

i shall say im lucky.... a stupid guy had felt deeply into me..... every month he spends 10 hours travel back and forth from his homeland to look for me.... hug me, kiss me, sayang me....

many ppl say, i choose him is becz of his dollar..

and to be very honest, the very begining of our relationship.. i had a very very selfish thought and yes it was for his dollar....

and now we're at our 2years and 2months all i know is my love to u is true... ur childish yet cute, naggy yet carring attitude make me so deadly falling in love with u......

everytime we argue, im F* mad at u just becz i think u do not understand my feelings... and definitely some age gap issues....

and i was just asking u nt to join ur coll to johor for some stupid fishing trip but u're over reacted towards my demand.... u say i always go out yum cha till so late... but the things is u've met all my besties and u know they dont smoke, dont club, dont drink.... and i'd say they behave better than i do....

im so angry................................

i wunn understand........................

i may raise my voice durin our conversation........

i nvr recieve any calls or sms since the morning message from u...........

is nt all my fault loR..........

im really upset and i realize i keep repeating the same stuff......

im miss-ing u........

argh still angry and moodlesssssssssssssss..............

this post if definitely for "someone" who really cares about me.....

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photoshop.... cs3

photoshop amazing isnt it??? thx to jinny for teaching me how to edit background and thx u tube as well.... due to my laziness im lazy to upload another 4 more pics on blog... the model is actlly my cousin and her skin condition is really bad or shall i say it's normal for a teenager.. (she only 16)so yea... lots of blushes and changing of colours and stuff like tht.... anyway, i love each and every pics... and if i nvr tried editing the pics i'll nvr know actlly im quite good at it...LOLL..

we took about 400-500 pics... and choose oni 6 pics.... this is actlly our first time doing it... i had lots of fun... and hopefully my groupmates as well.... looking forward to editing the photo journalism pics....!! HAHA... editing pics are hell lotsa fun.....

the real pic look so much better i dont know what happen to blogger seems like the pics pixels had been reduced... anyway enjoy =)

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Im BeeZy.....

these few weeks was very bz with assignments.... i wunn be free till i complete my news writting for print media assignment and creative strategy assignment.. argh... and also photo journalism...!!!

im very very very happy for our photo comm assignment.... we were in 4th place over 17 or 18 groups... the first 3 groups deserved it!! cz thier pics are awesome... ours were more to classic... will post the pic on my blog soon... so do catch up yea...

hopefully our photo journalism thing gonna turn out well as the fashion magazine shoots.. or mayb we should try harder and do better!!!... hehe...

tired of assignment, bored of college life.. i've decided nt to cont my degree for nw.... i'm gonna work as pr oonce i graduate from college and mayb one day i can have my own manicure shop..

hope yall enjoy reading my post...

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The Battery..

A new battery...
we went yum cha on sat and jinny drove my car from klcc to leisuremall and we stoped at wong kok.... she forgot to turn off the head light and then when we finished yum cha i couldnt start my car.... and my dad drove us back and left my car stayed over night at cheras.. haha.....

the next day, my dad droped me at leisuremall and he connected a big wire (i dont know what exactly it is..) from his car's battery to mine... then, i drove my car to the workshop.....

now i got a new battery, is nt the traditional battery laR.... anyway im dont know much about cars... hopefully this battery runs well laR...

removing the malfunction battery...

battery removed..

the old battery...


the new battery....
i really do not know how it works but according to the unc this is a better and newer type of battery laR... he said the liquid contained inside the battery is diff compared to the old one...
Whatever it is hopefully nothin goes wrong ...

ppl who scratches cars are so F* idiotic.... even ppl who did scratched someone's car and doesnt admit it... or i shall say they are afraid to admit it...
i really dont care... dont terasa pls if u seriously think tht u did not scratch someone else's car....im nt saying this to against anybody... i just felt heart pain when i found out my car was scratched by some F* stupid idiot...
whatever it is...
what goes around comes around.....

imagine if ur dad spent some money to buy u a new car and less than 1 year ur car was scratched by some invisible idiot whom ran after scratching ur car....what would u feel???.. with no balls stand out and admit "i scartch ur car, come and scratch mine too..i know this sounds stupid but u dare to scratch ppl's car dont dare to admit... ma cao hai... until now i dont know who scratched my car and i also wunt simply accuse anyone....so hopefully next time u wanna scratch my car pls leave RM200 and a letter with ur beautiful signature before doing it.... this will make me feel better.... Thank you.... '3'

hope yall enjoy reading lah...

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Durian Cake

had durian cake and durian swiss roll yesterday afternoon... it tasted great...tiramisu texture so smooth and creamy..the sweetness of the cake was fine!! not too sweet... mum bought the durian cake and it's only available on friday.... the best durian cake i ever had... or i shall say it beats the cheese cake i used to love alot... yum yum!!! according to mum the cake wasnt sold at a very fancy bakery shop.. it was sold in an old shop lot instead.. near the ampang old folk home.. or next to 九王爷... anyways, the shop isnt the main thing i wanna talk about.. the main character as i had mentioned on my title!!

The Durian Cake!!!... some pics taken by my phone.. it was so damn F* not clear anyway even if i got the clear pic of the cake yall wouldnt know how tasty it was just by looking at clear pics... seriously, the cake was amazing...

the durian swiss roll... the roll was great.. very soft with durian flesh and some cream..

first i wasnt really sure i wanna eat this weird durian cake.. so the first scoop was kinda small..

haha.. here comes second spoon... it was bloody spoonful.... cz it was bloody yummy..
im in love with durian cake..
i wana make love with it!!!!

this is how it looks like...

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RECENTLY,
im so annoyed of this P1WiMax advertisement.... all de malaysian out there and who has Astro at home should have seen this ad before... bloody hell, damn fucking annoying.. CREATIVE? dont think so.... copied from a youtube short film... the first time watch it on youtube.. i find it kinda hilarious but when P1WiMax come out with the same concepts and it keeps playing during commercial break it's super annoying!!!!!!! the unc and auntie keep on asking 1 stupid looking man 你割佐没?? wahlao... very cheap leh... degrading the chinese culture... where got auntie unc sitting in an old fashioned kopitiam asking about another guy 你割佐没....zzzzzz they oni bother to show off their kids loR... mayb malay does tht asking ppl cut already or nt... but definitely not chinese laR... stop playing tht ad laR... zzzzz while i doing my blog... i saw the ads again.. c how anoying it is... especially when the aunty say 割佐会爽的呷.... aunty go home laR.. im sure ur kids will kena laugh at school loR.... ARGH!!!!.... im here to boycott everyone do not register P1WiMax becz of the stupid ad....
for those who doesnt know what's P1WiMax is u should google... if nt mistaken it's a broadband company... WhaTeVer laR... it's anoying...!!!

hope yall enjoy reading and agree to boycott with me!! HAHA

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Lack of Information

a brief update for what i had been doing for the past few days..

weekdays as usual college life!!... b...O....R....ii....i....i..g!!...

havent touch any of my assignments yet!!!... im getting more lazy lately... i guess it's becz im so sick of doing the same thing over and over again...

im not gonna say travel back and forth from ampang--putrajaya--pj---putrajaya---ampang... i just said tht full tank petrol just enough for 3 days... and the funny thing is every single time i told mum tht car no more petrol she'll say how come i just pumped 2 days ago... zzzzzzzz i lazy to layan her laR...

went to sungei wang bought a new hair roller which is quite good and i burnt myself.. it's a 32 mm large curler with ceramic coated...

the scar isnt obvious but it was F* painful..... anyway the large barrel tong gives a pretty nice curl.. loving it..

here's a pic of baby and i with my hair curled.. my neo hunny bun is getting thinner and all his weight had transferred to me... WTF!!!...

still very much in love even though we're far apart from each other...

we did photo shoot at studio on friday!!.. havent edit cz im lazy and i really do not have time to do it yet...

here's a few pics of the photo communication assignment...

then went to lai shan's 21st birthday party... she has a really nice backyard at home... enjoyed the party alot cz all my besties were there too!!... we started bitching once i picked up jinny until we reached lai shan's home and allyssa joined in and then jing pei... followed by rachel... hahahah after the party, we went to yum cha... and yes we bitched again.... LOLLL im sorry laR tht's human nature... and then allyssa jio us to krabi on May 2010..... im interested laR... but dont know about baby.. he says wanna go hk on April next year... anyways, i prefer travel to krabi with my besties laR.. i'd like to visit hk when i got like 10k to spend on second hand bags... which is quite impossible for now.. and my mum naged me for overspent my bf's money zzzzzz!!! ROARRRR....

baby and i went to watch movie at pavilion on sunday.... we had dinner at tony roma's we shared a starter/appetizer and main course.. and yet we still couldnt finish it!!!.... our dinner was quite cheap.. a starter and m.course cost us RM50+ which is quite reasonable...

baby bought a pair polo leather shoes and a belt.... and i got nothin!!!....poor mich... now baby very smart everytime i say i wanted something he'll say no money to end the whole thing... zzzz

baby and i nvr argue for few weeks le... i guess tht's becz love makes us accept the way he is and the way i am... poor baby cant understand cantonese and everytime my besties and i talked in cantonese and baby cant understand laR.... is like when i go out with his best friends they speak in hokkien and i cant understand a word!!! im learning it... but baby doesnt wan me to learn hokkien.. WTF.....

overall i spent my weekends wisely haha... my weekends was AWESOME.... spent with my hunny and walk around in pavilion (my favourite shopping mall) keke and bitched with my besties!!!.... WOOT... no complaint laR...

skiped morning class today... going for PR class at 11... tired!!!

hope yall enjoy reading my blog...

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boring!!

nothin much to blog nowadays... just woke up... had my breakfast!!... more updates on next week... cz baby is coming to kl on next week!!!.. yay!!....